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Listening to: From the Choirgirl Hotel. Not for long, though... it's not really matching my mood quite like I was expecting it too.

Currently Reading: Just barely started Jonathan Lethem's Gun, With Occasional Music. Kind of saving it for the train, as well as a stack of others (both fiction and non). Also, I recently read Laurie Notaro's I Love Everybody (and Other Atrocious Lies): True Tales of a Loudmouth Girl (again) in like two days, and peed myself laughing. Highly recommended. I also devoured The Broke Diaries by Angela Nissel in, like, a mere few days. Laughed until I peed. Also highly recommended.

Wishing: income. Lots of it. Other than that, life's pretty good.

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09 February 2004 | 5:34 PM

Guh.

Okay.

So, yeah. It's been a while. I can explain everything.

Some of you already know this, but after I got back from a sort of exhausting Winter Break, I haven't been feeling well. Like, hardcore, gastro-intestinal not feeling well. So I've been back and forth between doctors and tests and procedures, and as of right now, no one knows what's wrong with me. However, some biopsies are not back. Does this mean I have cancer? Probably not-- they sounded like pretty routine things, but at this point, who knows. I just need for all of this trouble to have a name, so we can know what to do about it.

Week before last, my Grandfather died. So, in addition to being sick and tired all the time, I had to go to California for a week.

Now, naturally, I didn't have the presence of mind to bring any homework with me, so I'm even more behind that I was when I left, and I'm sick and tired, and maybe even a little po', and stressed, what with grad school applications and all going on.

I'm debating whether or not to sit the rest of this quarter out, in terms of academics. My apartment's a mess. I've been neglecting my friends, my family and myself. And I think I may have stopped caring about all of this, and I just want to rot away on my couch while eating delivery and watching sorry documentaries all day and night. So yeah.

So that's why I haven't written.

But I figure things can only get better from here, right?

Have to run to another class I don't care about. More later, hopefully.

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