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Listening to: From the Choirgirl Hotel. Not for long, though... it's not really matching my mood quite like I was expecting it too.

Currently Reading: Just barely started Jonathan Lethem's Gun, With Occasional Music. Kind of saving it for the train, as well as a stack of others (both fiction and non). Also, I recently read Laurie Notaro's I Love Everybody (and Other Atrocious Lies): True Tales of a Loudmouth Girl (again) in like two days, and peed myself laughing. Highly recommended. I also devoured The Broke Diaries by Angela Nissel in, like, a mere few days. Laughed until I peed. Also highly recommended.

Wishing: income. Lots of it. Other than that, life's pretty good.

I couldn't be more The current mood of ronkc@diaryland.com at www.imood.com right now.

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05 March 2004 | 8:55 PM

Too much.

Okay.

I'm shitty.

Since January, I've been sick. My doctors don't know what's wrong with me. After bloodwork and stool samples, it was decided I don't have some random bacteria. After an endoscopy and a colonoscopy, and several biopsies, cancer was ruled out. I have more procedures (x-rays, maybe some other stuff) to look forward to, but currently, we don't know. It could be Crohn's Disease, which my asshole father has, but we don't really know yet.

Then my (step-)grandfather died. Guh.

Then I come back to school. Still not feeling well, behind in classes, generally sucking in terms of a messy apartment, no motivation to do anything, &c.

Then, today, I get an email saying that my other (last living) grandfather had died.

When will it end?

So Jamie and I are going to go get fucked up tonight. I think I deserve it, after all.

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